i know that i've caused so much trouble since i was born.
- i know it was very hard to deliver me, the 3.5kg baby girl, in the most luxurious hospital in kl evenmore. haha :p (sib baik TV3 yg borne all the costs)
- i know that i've been very fussy when i was a baby, i didnt want to be hold by any other person but mama, not even the maid, not even the nanny. so mama la yg kena dukung sy yg berat ni all the time everywhere. huhu.
ungratefully, i grow up as a very rebellious little girl.
- i know that i've caused soo much headache to mama due to my disobedient behaviour. (joined my brothers doing things against mama's approval, ptg raya dgn still pakai baju kurung bawak beskal laju2 lumbe dgn budak lelaki, pastu jatuh koyak rabak baju. mama mengamuk mcm ape pastu. haha :p).
- umur 5 thn merengek2 nak pakai rantai tgn emas yg ada loceng kecik2 tu (tanak kalah dgn kakak2 :p), sekejap je pakai da terputus n jatuh kat mana tah. mama naik angin lg. hoho..
- umur 8thn tulis "dikna x suke mama" byk2 smpai penuh 1 kertas then sengaja tinggal atas meja nak bg mama baca. (reason: mama rotan dgn hanger sbb habiskan sume air dlm tong buat main simbah2 time krisis air melanda 1 kampung. hoho). teruk tol perangai.. *sigh*
- time darjah 2 mogok lapar when mama refused to sign my report card only bcuz i got 84% for my english test (that was the 1st time i got below 90 for my english). dulu mama was soooo strict when it comes to this subject. huhu. then dgn adik2 tade lak strict2 :(
- sgt kerap sy konon2 berdoa supaya Tuhan temukan sy dgn ibu sy yg sebenar sbb sy rase sy cuma anak angkat yg asik kena marah saje. haha bodo gile time tu :))
secondary school, my rebellious behaviour become worse.
- selalu juga mama dipanggil dtg skolah sbb sy asik buat perangai je.
- sick of mama's rule, i get out from the house in the morning leaving a note saying that i cant take it anymore, but petang tu da balik sbab lapar lak :p
- mama stop talking to me almost 2 weeks bcuz of that.
- the night before PMR, i cried begging for forgiveness, that my sister for no reason crying too. haha :p kelaka lak time tu.
done with the high school, i was accepted to do my diploma, at Jengka! (omg)
- that was the first time sy berjauhan dgn family. i begin to miss mama the very 1st day i was there.
- being far away make me i realized how important mama in my life.
- i called mama almost everyday during the earliest time i began my undergraduate life.
- i still remember the day i secretly back from Jengka to KL w/o telling anybody, mama was so surprised to see me that she kissed me on both cheeks. hehe :p
- there was one day my big brother complained. "kalau org Jengka ni balik la br nk masak sedap2". (haha jeles la tu :p).
further to bachelor's degree at Shah Alam, things can never get even better :)
- me & mama have become much2 closer, more likely a besfren to each other.
- i still remember there was 1 night mama come wif baba bwk lauk2 and a lot of raw foods, afta knowing that i only eat biscuits for 3 days. baba said,"ni mama la ni beria2 suruh baba bwk dtg tgk husna". huhu.. sedihnye duk umah sewe tade duit :(
- when i was broken-hearted, mama had always being a shoulder to cry on. i can see that mama was far more disappointed than i was, seeing how terrible my condition is..
- mama called me almost everyday eversince that, to make sure that i was fine.