well sista, its better to get hurt by the truth than comforted with a lie.. things gonna be fine soon farah, pls dont take it too hard.. u deserve way better than this. ur heart is no good until it has been broken for at least 10 times (thanx sue!). whenever u need some1 to hold, aside of ur chubby waniey, u always hav this chubby kak una too :) luv ya!
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
everything seemed ok la for the 1st day.
i've decided to be all out for this job, since i've being jobless for a very long period of time.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
hmm.. really hope there's anything i can do to help her.. *sigh* :(
Monday, March 16, 2009
Asha selepas terkantoi :))
Moral of the story:
- Never place your cosmetics at somewhere reachable by 1.0 meter little girl.
- Never let your daughter/niece/sister watching too much tv as they would easily influenced by the celebs look, even if she's only a 1 and half year-old kid. (Tanamkan dalam diri anak anak anda bahawa natural beauty itu lebih baik)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
yesterday i just declined an interview offer as Junior Civil Engineer at MKP Holdings Sdn Bhd. located at balakong. jauh la, baba dgr pon just geleng2 kepale n simply ask me to go by myself driving his volvo, alone. (as Becky Bloomwood, aside of clumsy n shopaholic, i'm a lousy driver too. huhu. i think everybody knows bout my driving history wif JPJ long time ago. hoho).
today around 10am i got called from 1 consultant cmpany located at s.alam, asking me to come an interview for the position of Structural Engineer at 530pm. i yg tgh mamai time tu terus say yes je w/o asking the exact location of the place (kantoi kul 10 pon x bgn agi. haha :P). after i da normal sket, i called back the cmpany, well, its not just s.alam, but sek 31 s.alam (mane tah tu, 2 thn dok s.alam x pnah smpai pon situ). i x kisah pon nk pegi, tp mama la.. (haha suke2 salahkan mama :P) mama said "x yah la, jauh sgt. rmai warga asing tau kat sane, x takut ke". n i dgn senang hatinye called back the company to turn down the offer. (dont blame me for being anak yg taat ok. haha. padahal mls nk pegi :P)
dan seperti dijangka saya telah pon dileteri oleh kawan2 baikku yg amat prihatin dan mengambil berat ttg diriku. (mmg la diorg mbebel, cuz lagi2 diorg jugak yg sakit telinge kne layan i bsg2 pasal x dpt keje. hahaha :P). kwn2ku yg prihatin juga sanggup twrkan diri anta i pegi interview so that i tade alasan agi nak ponteng2. kwn2ku yg prihatin tu juga da byk bg address2 soh i apply cari keje lantaran da x tahan lagi dgr i mrungut2 tade keje. hehe. jasa baik kalian xkan kulupakan. nti if nti i da dpt keje korg sebut je nak ape, u name it, u got it! :) (janji manis seorang penganggur. hahaha :P)
but of course u hav to understand me la, i live wif my parents yg bknnye muda lagi. my house is still under renovation so byk bnde i perlu tlg kat umah ni. xkan nak bia my 74-year-old baba uruskan umah lagi. yeah i know, in this global economic-recession era, i shouldn't be too choosy in selecting job, but i dont do it in purpose, u should know that. byk bnde i kena consider, since i haven't married yet, apa salahnya saya 'memilih' kerja yg membolehkan saya ddk rumah family so that i can look after my parents very closely? whats a big deal of still being daddy's lil' girl at 24? they always know whats best for me. i can see that mama seemed unwilling to let me live far away again. u know, there were a lot of things i've done against my parents' advice, but later provenly they were right n i was wrong n everything ended up me regretting it, crying at their shoulder saying, "i'm so sorry, i should listen to u from the beginning". (sigh*)
so now i hope everyone wud understand why am i seemed very particular in job selection. b4 this i used to look at the wage offered, but after 3 months being unemployed, that doesnt matter anymore.. as baba said, "ada rezeki ada la, Allah Maha Mengetahui :)". yea, just enjoy myself for the time being. tomorrow at 9am i got facial appointment at AsterSpring, at noon i hav to go to cyberjaya fetching myra at school, evening pegi condo nana to enjoy the swimming pool n sauna provided there, sabtu i've promised to join ja's party, sunday teman my sister shopping (there's MPH Stock Clearance Promotion at PJ. bestnye!). ceh, bz mengalahkan org keje.. hehe :) till then for now..
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Hmm.. Speaking of perfume, i'm actually bukan la perfume collector pun.. Maybe i pernah la pakai several brands of perfume (Davidoff Cool Water, DKNY Be Delicious, etc.). But since i changed to Clinique Happy Heart 2 years ago, i never shift to any other brand. From 1 bottle to another, i'm just stick to it. This fragrance suits me very well, you know, i'm not just love it, i'm addicted to it!:) Some people are more into flowery scent, or maybe fruity aroma (tak boleh blah bau buah, dulu i pernah beli Ralph Lauren apa entah tapi end up bg kat Oyah since i can't stand with that fruity scent. Actually terbeli yang tu gara gara terpengaruh dgn promoter Ralph Lauren yg kacak.. Haha) Oyah gak yg bertuah.. Ok back to the topic of my favourite fragrance, as for me, my preference is more into sophisticated and elegance fragrance (eceh :P). Bau yg membuatkan saya bersemangat untuk melakukan aktiviti harian dan meningkatkan keyakinan diri.. Anyway, lain org lain citarasa kan?
Dah dah, nak pergi buat sesuatu yg saya sgt suka>>> MAKAN!:)) Hari ni mama masak ayam paprik. Best!!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
well, whats a big deal bout STILL single at the age of 24? thank God i live in an open-minded surrounding where nobody seemed realy cares bout my status. but sumtimes i cant help rase a bit geram when ppl asik la make fun of my luv history (mama n myra are included! nk kne btol ni, hoho..). what to do? maybe i'm not a gf type, or maybe i'm just not ready, or maybe i'm too terrified of commitment, or maybe guys nowadays yg too afraid to have commitment wif me (haha :P). this evening my neighbour gave my dad a pamphlet of kursus pra-perkahwinan organized by his cmpany, i ckp la dgn mama, "ma, dikna nak gi la kursus ni =)" but mama was just laugh n said funnily, "bf pon tade nk pegi kursus kawen". mama ni kan =( i pnah je innocently asked, "ma if sampai umo 30thn dikna x kawen agi mama kisah x?" usually mama will just laugh n shake her head saying how ridiculous my thought is (but i know she'll be fine wif that, mama kan cool :P) 1 lg yg annoyed me is myra bdk tembam tu, asik la ketawekan aku psl all these bf stuffs.. esp bile dgr lagu SoKo~I'll Kill Her. she'll laugh like hell saying, "lagu ni btol2 mcm kak una la!" ceh.. (1 day i'll KICK her to the ground! i tell ya. heh..). come on la wey, i never hold any grudge towards anybody related to my past. yeah, since i can see that everyone is happy this way, what more should i ask? =)
i'm enjoying every single moment i have, really =). my life is much2 better than b4, i got everything i've wanted. i even hav a good relationship wif everybody, wif all ppl that i luv, n all ppl who luv me :D things can never get even better than this. as the quiz i've answered in CLEO a couple months ago about COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT A LOVER OR DO YOU NEED A MAN? my score saying this (eventho i cheated a bit to get this score. just a bit ok? haha! :P):
"u do not hav a problem here. u're perfectly capable of being content on ur own and u know who u are. good for u. bcuz being alone is not a last resort for u. u do not need to rush into rash relationship or stay in relationship that are no longer working for u. u're LUCKY u hav all the choices open to u"
hehe.. thats it, superwoman isn't it? =) ala ade jodoh ade la. just go wif the flow, i rather keep everything to God's grace. maybe i'm too bz for all this bf stuffs (eceh :P), n perhaps i'm just too scared. thinking no one could be able to open my door... hm.. tgk je la, if cite psl bf beria2 last2 x kawen pon can be embarassing gak kan? hmm.. as Frank Sinatra's song My Way, 'i planned each charted course, each careful step..' hey, dont worry! everything's gonna be fine, Princess =)
hoping for a miracle..?