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Sunday, April 26, 2009

why should i care?

mood:harsh+sick of it

planning on sumthing.
i dont care what they say.
i know myself better.
i dont need any sort of male-chauvinist advice.they never know how much i've struggled to be at this stage.
they never know how much i've suffered.
what had happened,
probably some are due to my mistakes.
but i didnt ever regret.
it just a part of life.
when u involved sumone else in ur world.

what done is done.
there's no use looking back.
i'm all by my own, i do every decision for my living.i've my own flaws,
but i learnt from that.
even thru the hardest way.
i know what i'm doing.
dont act like u know me very well.
even mama never criticized me blindly.
dont mess with my life,
cuz i never hold any interest with yours.
please respect my stand,
it should never even be your concern.

try to act like a bestfriend who knows me inside out?
sorry, i have ENOUGH bestfriends who sincerely care about me..
looking cheerful all the time, doesnt mean that i'm emotionless!
that u can say anything wif no regard of my sensitivity..
u know what?
it hurts...

p.s: being alone? yes i'm scared, but i'm strong..




2 comments:

  1. aduntorinas a.k.a. don corleanApril 26, 2009 at 11:25 PM

    Wow! it looks like my princess in not a stable mood. Nape wahai princessku, apakah ada perkara yg mengganggu d dalam benak fikiranmu? It looks miserable & confusing. I thought u are really2 strong to adapt thngs that are coming to u which have various halangan & cabaran? Semua yg dtg itu adalah utk kebaikan awak juga. Kalau d dalam kehidupan ini asyik benda yg sama & lurus saja, tanpa bengkang-bengkok & onak duri, tak seronot jgkkan.

    Saya tahu, awak seorang yg kuat dan seorang yg cekal. Tetapi harus d ingt, pengajaran & keberanian yg telah wujud d dalam dirimu princess adalah d bina dari dirimu sendiri. Ermm...rupa-rupanya princessku ini seorang yg keras hati juga yek...keras hati tidk beerti degil yek:p Tetapi keras hati kerana mempunyai pendirian yg cukup berani & teguh. Although kamu keras hati my princessku, tetapi saya rasa awak mempunyai kelembutan & keayuan susah sukar d serlahkan. Bak kata pepatah "sekeras-keras kerak nasi,bila d airkan akan menjadi lembut jua"

    Bukala dirimu perincess, bukala mindamu princess & bukala hatimu princess agar akan tiba masa nya sesiapa sahaja akan paham akan dirimu yg penuh misteri. Akan tetapi rangkaian misteri itu akan terungkai satu persatu sekiranya, d berikan peluang utk segala yg memandang utk dtg membantu, menolong & memberikan keihklasan utk membimbing bersama ke jalan kebenaran yg penuh onak & duri.......

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  2. Just ignore it if u feel sick of it :)

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